{mothers day & to my mama}

 Serioulsy, this is the story of my life the last few weeks.... I am a mama on the go!

{So sorry this is late Mom ;)}

My mom is the strongest woman I know.   Every trial I have ever witnessed her in, she ALWAYS puts on her brave face.   She is the back bone to our family.  And she is there EVERY TIME I have EVER needed her and even in those time when I didn't.   She was there.   My mom is the first one I call no matter what.

She has taught me to love everyone.   To be the type of person that people want to be around.   And to be the bigger person... even when it isn't easy.   

I don't know what I would do with out her.   She is my best friend and my mom.

She is the best grandma to my bug and a MIL that is adored by my hubby.

We all love her so much!

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 Serioulsy this MADE MY DAY.

She came in to give it to me.  With a proud silly grin.

 My hubby who spoiled me!

Thank you babe.  I love you.

 We slept in till 9 - then we decided on a walk before lunch with my family.

 ...feeding the cute baby ducks...

{and just because I LOVE her so much - and we both look smokin hot, lol  - my beautiful niece}

xoxo, bree

{love hurts...}

I am hoping that it is mostly the joy of hormones (just the girly kind, not expecting kind)... but please bare with me.   Today my heart feels so overloaded it hurts.  I read this today.  The thought of loosing my baby, MY baby... I can't even fathem.    This mother has been to hell and back.    Is it normal to love something sooo much it hurts?   Is this an unspoken mother feeling?   Life is so short.  Too short.

I can't even tell you how many times I have deleted sentences from this post.

I could ramble all day...  Its one of THOSE days.

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I love you Addison, more than you will possibly ever know.

Being your Mommy has made me see joys in life I never knew possible.

I LOVE you so much it hurts.  Ugh, serioulsy.

xoxo, bree

{my intentions}

I like to keep my blog for the most part light and fluffy.   But today I feel like I just want to ramble...

 I am a lucky girl.  I LOVE so many people. 

I have a wonderful loving family.  

I love them, I mean LOVE to the MOON and back kind of LOVE.  

They have shaped me and made me who I am today. 

 I would do anything for each and everyone of them.    I have wonderful friends that fill all the cracks and voids and make my life so very happy.    My friends have come from many stages in my life.  

Some I don't see as often as I would like and others I see daily.   The ammount of time that passes between some of our visits never seems to waiver our friendship.   I hope that each and every one of my friends know that have good intentions, and I love them.  And truthfully if you are my friend and you don't know this then well, I don't know that we are really friends, honestly.   

 I love the close bond I share with each and everyone one of them (you).

I love that you know that I am always here for them (you).

I want to teach my daughter the value of these types of relationships.

I want her to always be kind.   And always protect the ones she loves.

And always try to have good intentions.

I want her to know that I try too.

{And I would hope that my loved ones do too.}

"The most important distinction between

aggression and assertion is the intention.

During assertion, we move ourselves toward

another; during aggression, we move

ourselves against another"

{Georgia Lanoil}

xoxo, bree