I am hoping that it is mostly the joy of hormones (just the girly kind, not expecting kind)... but please bare with me. Today my heart feels so overloaded it hurts. I read this today. The thought of loosing my baby, MY baby... I can't even fathem. This mother has been to hell and back. Is it normal to love something sooo much it hurts? Is this an unspoken mother feeling? Life is so short. Too short.
I can't even tell you how many times I have deleted sentences from this post.
I could ramble all day... Its one of THOSE days.
I love you Addison, more than you will possibly ever know.
Being your Mommy has made me see joys in life I never knew possible.
I LOVE you so much it hurts. Ugh, serioulsy.