I am hoping that it is mostly the joy of hormones (just the girly kind, not expecting kind)... but please bare with me. Today my heart feels so overloaded it hurts. I read this today. The thought of loosing my baby, MY baby... I can't even fathem. This mother has been to hell and back. Is it normal to love something sooo much it hurts? Is this an unspoken mother feeling? Life is so short. Too short.
I can't even tell you how many times I have deleted sentences from this post.
I could ramble all day... Its one of THOSE days.
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I love you Addison, more than you will possibly ever know.
Being your Mommy has made me see joys in life I never knew possible.
I LOVE you so much it hurts. Ugh, serioulsy.
xoxo, bree
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This family is living my worst nightmare. I am trying to go back and read about the incident, but I can't make it through one post without bawling.
I can't believe how much courage she has to blog through this entire unbelievably horrible time in her life.
It puts things in perspective and makes me want to hug, kiss, and love on my babies even more than before.
Thanks for sharing :)
Oh MY WORD BRee... :((((((((((((( I am a big bawling teary mess ... of the regular "girlie" hormones as well after reading that! How short life is .. and how quickly it can be taken away from us.. in one moment ... What a tragedy! :(
And I agree with you! I cannot fathom W being taken away from us like that! against our control.. although I do know and love that God is in control at all times! .. These types of things put things into perspective to love and cherish those we love each day!
First of all, you are not a wimp or any less for loving Addison so much it hurts. that's the mama in you. And, it's good. Because otherwise how would we mamas fight for what is right. The story you linked to kills me. I've been sobbing for a while. I can't even imagine. It makes me want to hug my own son tighter and appreciate him more. You just never know what's going to happen in life. Thank you for sharing.
oh my goodness gracious I can't finish reading that link. No...I just can't. Those photos...I think I'm going to hurt all day long from that. UGH.
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