today my plate is full... I have a ton on my left from yesterday list, and new things to do. This week had been well, hell. I am a tough girl, I am. My little world is perfect with "rock a babies", and "monkey jumpin on the bed". But my big world seems to be one big puddle of mud.
Sometimes I stick my neck out a little too far. This time I feel like I stuck it out far enough for the fedex truck to come screaming by to rip it right off...
But in my heart I know it was the right thing to do and I was the right one to do it. I can take it, because I love you.
I am not going into details on a public blog. But I want my family to all know how much I love each and everyone of them. I have so so so many wonderful memories from being a little girl, most of those consisted of being with my family. It seemed like there was always a family party for every possible reason.... and from that comes these wonderful memories. My gandparents are getting older (and so am I), but I just want to be that little girl who spent my days fighting with my cousins because they were usually wrong. But right now My Grandpa is miserable... and I want to be there for him, my mom, my grandma and that's all that matters today.